This is a post which might create a negative feelings about me. But before judging me, try to be in my shoes to see how it feels.
I think every1 who belongs to a conservative culture and is gay has two kinds of profiles, a gay profile and a straight profile. Atleast many people i know have two profiles. Not talking about everyone. Me and Aiden (a.k.a Phunk )have added each other on our straight profiles as well. It came to my knowledge today that one of Aiden's orkut gay friends was also added in that straight profile of Aiden. That's fine too. Its Aiden's profile. He has a right to add anyone he wants. But that guy went through Aiden's friends list (which has 80 people by the way) and sought out my straight profile. A straight profile is where i keep my original pic as my display pic, it has pics from my university, my family pics.
Aiden has been blogging about me for quite a while now which has made people very curious about me. Also i defended him at one occasion and that, apparently, made people even more curious about me. Aiden is a gem of a person! He has made my world such a wonderful place to live. And I do respect those people who adore him. But all of you see me as "Phunk's boyfriend Nathan"..........which is only a part of me. I am a person as well who feels very strongly about his privacy! You guys are curious bout me? Talk to Aiden, talk to me.....but please dont go and violate my privacy like this! My ture identity means the world to me. Which is why I created an anonymous profile on orkut and here. So please........respect me as an individual. Thank You.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Not-So-Teenage Dream
Hey ppl. I am back! The last fews weeks I was in Pakistan for vacations. Didnt have net access there so cudnt come online and blog bout things dat were worth blogging. So dis post is like a brief review of my best vacations ever!
First let me tell u a bit bout my bf. I am gonna call him Aiden. Some ppl also know him as Phunk. I met him online a few months ago. I had posted a topic in a community n he ws d 1st 1 to respond. Dats where it all started. We argued alot n it ended in us being frnds which later bloomed into us going out. Well not exactly going out considering dat v live in separate countries but u knw wat i mean :) So dis June ws d 1st tym i ws gonna meet him. Super nervous. Anyways d day came 2 meet him.....n it ws everything I cud'v hoped 4! I ws mostly worried things wud b awkwrd. Or worse, wat if he is sum psycho killer!!!! So dere i ws in d mall where v had decided 2 meet n i spotted him. N he ws everythin i ws hoping....smart, snappy dresser, educated, mannerred! V had an awsum 1st date n then v met a few more times. He took me to new places where i hadnt been b4 n ordered things 4 me which he knew I liked like pasta n cheesecake! He had planned all wonderful dates for us.....4 me. Feels so gud 2 have sm1 who plans 4 u! Plans so dat u have a gud tym........ah bliss :)
Apart frm dates, he also used 2 bring me d latest episodes of programs dat i ws watching at dat tym. It ws like another small treat. Another surprise. Compared how much Aiden did 4 me, I didnt do nythin 4 him. Even in Pakistan he n i were stayin in like d opposite ends of d city! He used 2 cum all d way over 2 my place cz i didnt have a car n he never ever said a word bout it. It ws like he took it 2 b his duty 2 ensure dat I am totally at ease n happy. And most important of all, he respected d limitations I had imposed on intimacy due 2 our religious restrictions. He never pressurised me or forced me or tried 2 take advantage........where d hell did I get my own Edward from??
The other half of my vacations wasnt much pleasant as my mum had 2 undergo a very minor surgery. Minor yes, but its my mum. It ws like way 2 scary 4 me. N he ws there 4 me all d tym! He made it bearable 4 me by telling wat's wat n wat's not. If it werent 4 him, it wud'v been very rough 4 me. Sadly my vacations didnt end as v had planned due to stupid riots n stupid rain! But i did get 2 c him 1 last tym b4 leavin. I cn liv wid dat till next yr :)
I dunno wat I did 2 deserve a guy lyk him but I do wish dat every1 gets a guy who treats them d way Aiden treats me cz every1 deserves 2 live in a dream atleast 1c in their lives :)
First let me tell u a bit bout my bf. I am gonna call him Aiden. Some ppl also know him as Phunk. I met him online a few months ago. I had posted a topic in a community n he ws d 1st 1 to respond. Dats where it all started. We argued alot n it ended in us being frnds which later bloomed into us going out. Well not exactly going out considering dat v live in separate countries but u knw wat i mean :) So dis June ws d 1st tym i ws gonna meet him. Super nervous. Anyways d day came 2 meet him.....n it ws everything I cud'v hoped 4! I ws mostly worried things wud b awkwrd. Or worse, wat if he is sum psycho killer!!!! So dere i ws in d mall where v had decided 2 meet n i spotted him. N he ws everythin i ws hoping....smart, snappy dresser, educated, mannerred! V had an awsum 1st date n then v met a few more times. He took me to new places where i hadnt been b4 n ordered things 4 me which he knew I liked like pasta n cheesecake! He had planned all wonderful dates for us.....4 me. Feels so gud 2 have sm1 who plans 4 u! Plans so dat u have a gud tym........ah bliss :)
Apart frm dates, he also used 2 bring me d latest episodes of programs dat i ws watching at dat tym. It ws like another small treat. Another surprise. Compared how much Aiden did 4 me, I didnt do nythin 4 him. Even in Pakistan he n i were stayin in like d opposite ends of d city! He used 2 cum all d way over 2 my place cz i didnt have a car n he never ever said a word bout it. It ws like he took it 2 b his duty 2 ensure dat I am totally at ease n happy. And most important of all, he respected d limitations I had imposed on intimacy due 2 our religious restrictions. He never pressurised me or forced me or tried 2 take advantage........where d hell did I get my own Edward from??
The other half of my vacations wasnt much pleasant as my mum had 2 undergo a very minor surgery. Minor yes, but its my mum. It ws like way 2 scary 4 me. N he ws there 4 me all d tym! He made it bearable 4 me by telling wat's wat n wat's not. If it werent 4 him, it wud'v been very rough 4 me. Sadly my vacations didnt end as v had planned due to stupid riots n stupid rain! But i did get 2 c him 1 last tym b4 leavin. I cn liv wid dat till next yr :)
I dunno wat I did 2 deserve a guy lyk him but I do wish dat every1 gets a guy who treats them d way Aiden treats me cz every1 deserves 2 live in a dream atleast 1c in their lives :)
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